kirkngo

"We meet different people in our life for a cause..."
it's been a while since i wrote a blog... i've benn so busy these days that i haven't really checked on my accounts... well nevermind about that... my life has never been great lately these days even though it was busy as hell.. it was fun!! helping people(on their studies) has never been enough especially when they are your friends... receiving a smile that comes from their heart is the total reliever of the stress i experience in teaching them... it makes all your stress and headache go out...
lately, it wasn't all helping and explaining i did... it was more of a bonding to us (me and my guys in CSB)... we went to different places just before the finals... it was my own way of showing how appreciative i am to have met these type of people... the type of people who made me realize that i should keep my feet on the ground because i am unaware of that... thanks to these guys, i realized what i am doing wrong in my life...

as i walked from intramuros to divisoria, i was bothered by my thoughts. am i having frienemies(friend-enemy)? or is it just my past experiences on "users" that i came to think that the people i am with are just using me. people say that prevention is better than cure.. yeah that is definitely true... but if i apply it now, then i would return back to my own self - an introvert.... well, i am done being an introvert and i have been happy. why make a fuzz about it? well i just want to see if these people around me are worth keeping or not.. if they are just worth using for the meantime, then i can definitely use/utilize them... all i want is proof whether or not these people are just using me, or they are what we really call "friends to keep"...