Thursday, October 19, 2006

 

a feeling so rare...

"It's so nice to wake up every morning all alone and not have to tell somebody you love them when you don't love them anymore..." well, ever felt this feeling? i did.. weird, but it felt so good. you feel the freedom of not having to recall/remember somebody else but only yourself. it's a great feeling. maybe few people can relate to me. but to those who can relate, it's a great feeling isn't it? especially when you realize that you already let go of the person who is dear to you... when you learn to forgive even if he/she didn't say sorry to you and you let go... a great feeling definitely and it's somehow a sign of a new beginning... i always say to myself and most especially to my friends that PRIDE IS A LONELY COMPANION( i got this from my sister, thanks to her).... and she is definitely right... using your useless pride and generating hate on the people who hurt you is never a good thing in any point of view... definitley not... why not just forgive? it wouldn't hurt you... it's just useless pride that's restricting you to forgive... i hope i opened the minds of people who is in this situation.. peace out!

# posted by kirk @ 6:59 AM 0 comments
 

stay away... if you dare come close....

Hurt...
Numb....
Yet still Standing....
I was too Stubborn...

I now know what being too kind is... i think it's time for a change.... all this time, i have been extra kind and extra good to people i consider to become part of my life... yet, they were blind with how i treated them... pure, unconditional and overflowing with everything you can possibly dream of(well it's up to you to believe)...

What's wrong with you people?!!

The dirt is way cleaner than you do... well, im not being bitter because never would i be a bit of it...

it's strange, i feel hurt for a while then the feeling i already gone after one sleep. i guess i'm just getting used to being played... because i'm so stupid to be loving the wrong people... nevertheless, i learn from them.. i benefit from them...

well, i'll just tell you this... come and play with my heart and i'll let karma play with your life as i watch your life get miserable every minute and every second... and i'm just gonna watch you like i'm watching the movie wherein i am the director....

ironically, my closest frineds treat me as priceless. they really know my worth. unfortunately, some people already know me as that yet they didn't make an effort to keep me. who losT? definitely not me as my friends also told me that it wasn't my loss.. but as a human, of course i naturally get hurt. enough of this nonsense talk...

on the other hand... it is really a fact that birds of the same feather really flock together... immature, insolent, senseless, illogical, feeble-minded and dependent people stay at the same place... they work well together.. they can relate to each other... i believe that i do not fit with them because i'm not one bit like them... call me arrogant and egoistic, i know i'm not... this is my way of expressing myself especially when i'm "REFLECTING" on myself....

i know few people can relate to me but these few people are the people that are WORTH keeping for a lifetime...

As for some people who looks like medusa or hunchback of notredame.... "your ugliness is far better than the unbearable stench of your stinky personality" peace out!!


# posted by kirk @ 6:42 AM 0 comments
 

Laugh... while you still can

laugh... you can never laugh that way again... be happy... enjoy life... be merry... shout for joy!! who knows, maybe tomorrow you're not laughing... who knows.. maybe tomorrow you are crying... life is so short... smile when you feel like smiling... grin when you feel funny.. smile when you're alone... it helps you to feel better... smile at yourself when you make clumsy mistakes...laugh hard at wacky moments.... be jolly... sometimes, funny memories come to our mind... laugh hard even when you're alone... it doens't make less of a human... smile at people who mock/make fun at you... they are more funny-looking than you .... laugh at your mistakes but learn from them... solve your problems with a smile... offer help with a big smile... flash your big smile at people who needs some comfort... in the end, smiling doesn't make you less of who you are.. it makes you more of a better person...

just a thought by this simple, straighforward, wacky and smiling person(as told by my friends)... peace out =)


# posted by kirk @ 6:42 AM 0 comments
 

something to ponder on

mga eye-openers at mga bagay na pwede nating magamit sa buhay natin..... eto yung pagkakaintindi ko..

"Ang dila ng tao'y kakaibang itak, habang ginagamit, lalong tumatalas"
- kaya minasan, nakakasakit tayo sa ating mga sinasabi..

"Ang nabubuhay sa pangarap, namamatay sa gutom"
- kung puro ka lang pangarap, wala ka talagang mararating..

"Habang basa pa ang nguso, naaalala ang pangako"
- habang buhay ka pa, alam mo yung mga plano mo at mga promise mo...

"Ang ugat ng kaalaman, mapait pa sa apdo, pero kung mamunga, matamis pa sa pulot-pukyutan"
- the truth hurts... pero kung tinaggap mo ng buong-buo, magiging mas mabuting tao ka..

"Madali ang maging tao, mahirap ang magpakatao"
- kailangan ko pa ba i-explain?

"Ang karapatan, kahit ilang beses niyurakan, ay karapatan pa rin"
- the saying speaks for itself..

"Ang nagpapakumbaba ay paparangalan; ang nagyayabang ay mapapahiya"
- best way is to stay humble... kaysa mapahiya ka sa kayabangan mo

"Ang may kasalanan ay laging nangungumpisal sa sarili"
- alam mo sa sarili mo kung may kasalanan ka...

"Kapag masakit ang biro, nagpaparugo ng puso"
- minsan kahit biro, nakakasakit pa rin...

"Ang masamang biro't bati ng katotong tanging-tangi, parang sugat na mahapdi, gumaling ma'y nagsasanhi"
- kapag nasaktan ka sa biro, kahit na lumipas na ang panahon, may bakas pa rin na natitira...

"Ang bakas ng karanasan ay tanda ng kaalaman"
- an experienced person knows best

"Sa alitan ng magkapatid ay huwag makisali; kapag sila'y nagkasundo, galit sa iyo'y mananatili"
- need i explain more?


# posted by kirk @ 6:41 AM 0 comments
 

a baby's smile

i find a baby's smile so comforting... may it be physically, in which it will also make you smile, or emotionally, in which you will feel a sense of comfort or happiness each time you see a baby smile.
i don't know why i feel happy each time i see a baby smile especially my nephew. it's like you get a piece of heaven or your burdens in life are being taken away. weird isn't it? but i tell you one thing... whatever feeling you have, when a baby smiles at you, you will surely forget it. that is the magic behind it. sometimes, i find myself smiling back to the baby, even though i don't even know him/her, when the baby smiles at me. i love the comfort and the undescribable feeling that you feel seeing those innocent little cute angels smiling. it's as if heaven has sent you a smile through them...

# posted by kirk @ 6:40 AM 1 comments
 

Death....

we live because we know we will die... death is the reason for us to live... because if we know that we won't die, we would not bother to do anything.... true... it is a fact...
death comes to us in two ways... unexpectedly or expectedly... it means that we may know ahead of time that we will die... or we die in a flash...
most of us would tell, i don't want to die slowly... i want it quick so that i won't have to suffer the agony and the pain... me?? well, call me a lunatic, i want it the opposite way... because i want to bid my love ones farewell before i die... i prefer leukemia or some sort unfortunate event that would give me enough time to bid all the people i know farewell... also, so that i would know that i will eventually die... i hate to hear people saying that they didn't have the chance to say "i love you" or "goodbye" or anything they want to say to their love ones... i hate it... i take pity on those situations... well, call me weird... but this topic just got into my mind.... weird isn't it?
i don't fear death.. i believe that if it's your time, it is relly your time to go... that's why i always make the most out of myself... i will just live my life as i know it.. my way to make it happy.. my way to make it fulfilling... my way to make it as memorable as possible... and my way to make the people say when i am gone, "i really miss kirk..." peace out!!

# posted by kirk @ 6:40 AM 0 comments
 

after the first term...

i'm glad i passed the first term with flying colors.. although i didn't really got the grade i desired which is a straight 4.0.... i am still satisfied with the grades i got... two 3.5(bibstud and aesthet) and five 4.0s(communication skills, history, filipino, pe, and general psychology) thanks to those who supported and believed i can do good and especially to God. i hope i would also do good in my second term.... peace out!!

# posted by kirk @ 6:39 AM 0 comments
 

a song that fits me..

beacuse i am the type of guy who doesn't show emotions when i like a girl... so i always end up getting hurt silently... i know it's my mistake for not telling the girl that i like her but sometimes, i just show it or let them feel it.. well, life is truly unfair.. on most occassions, i end up getting hurt and the girl doesn't even know... i guess it's my fault... for not telling.... so this song is a direct hit for me... and for people who loves silently... or for people who has a crush on somebody but doesn't let her know..

"OO"

‘Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
‘Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli

Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako'y iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabangan
Sana nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Sana’y nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam

Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako’y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa’yo

Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
‘Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako’y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

‘Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
O baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
‘Di mo lang alam
Ika’y minamasdan
Sana’y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam

‘Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Bumabalik ang lahat sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman

Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko

‘Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
O baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
‘Di mo lang alam
O, ika’y minamasdan
Sana iyo’y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Oooooooo

Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan


# posted by kirk @ 6:37 AM 0 comments

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