Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Am i that good?
here i am, at my school.. i don't want to mention the name because it is for my protection...
(sigh).... my question is, am i that good? really, the people in my block always counts on me.. or should i say, expects me to have a good grade and always expects me to do good in every damn project.. yeah sure i can do a simple project? but i don't think that i am that good... i mean, what the hell are they thinking??!
they are so amazed of my ideas that i think is very very lame... for them it is a good idea but for me, i don't think so...
i mean, for every single project they would tell me that i am so good.... not to brag about it but i don't think that i am that good as the people here would think...
here is the funny thing here at my school, recently, some losers of our class are calling names on me, well, i think that they are just insecure of me... jealous of the fact that they are the type of people who entered this school because they have nothing else to go to..(oopss here goes a clue)... well, to be frank, they boil me up but i don't show it to them... i still stay relaxed because i know that a smart and decent guy never gets into quarrels.... that is what i think.... well well.... some people really are envious because they themselves know that they cannot reach for higher grounds because they think that they are not capable... but the truth is... they don't try to each for their goals, they just stand watch other people go for higher grounds and if ever they had the opportunity to pull them down, they do it... curse those people who do that... why don't they just get a life?? i mean, we are born here for a purpose... not to just stand or stay in their seats and get jeallous of people who are higher than they are and find means to pull them down.. these people shouldn't be respected.. because they themselves have no respect on themselves....
(sigh).... my question is, am i that good? really, the people in my block always counts on me.. or should i say, expects me to have a good grade and always expects me to do good in every damn project.. yeah sure i can do a simple project? but i don't think that i am that good... i mean, what the hell are they thinking??!
they are so amazed of my ideas that i think is very very lame... for them it is a good idea but for me, i don't think so...
i mean, for every single project they would tell me that i am so good.... not to brag about it but i don't think that i am that good as the people here would think...
here is the funny thing here at my school, recently, some losers of our class are calling names on me, well, i think that they are just insecure of me... jealous of the fact that they are the type of people who entered this school because they have nothing else to go to..(oopss here goes a clue)... well, to be frank, they boil me up but i don't show it to them... i still stay relaxed because i know that a smart and decent guy never gets into quarrels.... that is what i think.... well well.... some people really are envious because they themselves know that they cannot reach for higher grounds because they think that they are not capable... but the truth is... they don't try to each for their goals, they just stand watch other people go for higher grounds and if ever they had the opportunity to pull them down, they do it... curse those people who do that... why don't they just get a life?? i mean, we are born here for a purpose... not to just stand or stay in their seats and get jeallous of people who are higher than they are and find means to pull them down.. these people shouldn't be respected.. because they themselves have no respect on themselves....