Monday, June 26, 2006
just call it karma...
People usually don't believe in things such as karma... but me... I do and I believe that karma has its own way of affecting people...
just recently a friend or should I say an ex-friend of mine left me behind and treated me with the exact opposite of what good I have done to his life... he treated me like I am no one ad now, he is the no one.... actually, I have a personal motto of my own especially to people whom has done very evil things to me despite the good things I have done to them... it goes like this, “if ever you do something to me that is not good, don't expect me to retaliate back because I wouldn’t. Instead, I would expect karma to come to you and I would promise you that by the time it comes to you, you would wish that you have never done the bad deed to me..." simple, isn't it? also, I believe that karma comes to you at the time that you don't expect it to come... and also, I picture my own wish of how karma comes back to those people and it usually happens... what I wish that would happen to the person would usually happen to the person... and it is not my fault... what usually goes on my mind is this, “it is better for me not to retaliate and let God do the retaliation for me... for I believe that everything in this world is balanced... if something bad happens to me, in this case the betrayal of a friend, something good will come my way in the future.... and if something good happens to the betrayer, in his/her case, his plan went off perfectly, then comes bad karma to him/her...."
just recently, I visited my own school, then I saw this foolish betrayer of mine without friends.... poor person... has no one to talk to and even go to in times off problems... in my case? my best friend just came and we had the best of times... the laughter and the silly joke and the thrilling stories all combine to make me feel great all the time... but in the poor person's case, I just found out that his life was miserable... but the karma I pictured for him isn't what is happening to him right now... I expect more... every time I see him, I want him to suffer even more than what I suffered from what this person has done to me... but that's just pure evil to think of that... if this person thinks that it is already karma... then I think it is enough for the person to ask for forgiveness to the person whom he/she did evil things to....
I’m just a simple person... I’m not God... as long as I know that you have experienced what you should be experiencing in exchange of what you have done, why not forgive? But after forgiveness, I expect a long talk because I do have a lot of questions... I’m naturally forgiving but in times that you went too far, I don't care even if you die in front of me... I am a person that can be very light and forgiving and I am a person that can also be as tough and as unforgiving as an evil person... that's who I am and I won't changed because I know that I am naturally a good person, it is just the people who come to me that makes or brings out the evil part of me... in common cases, I am just a simple, calm, and patient person...
