kirkngo

we live because we know we will die... death is the reason for us to live... because if we know that we won't die, we would not bother to do anything.... true... it is a fact...
death comes to us in two ways... unexpectedly or expectedly... it means that we may know ahead of time that we will die... or we die in a flash...
most of us would tell, i don't want to die slowly... i want it quick so that i won't have to suffer the agony and the pain... me?? well, call me a lunatic, i want it the opposite way... because i want to bid my love ones farewell before i die... i prefer leukemia or some sort unfortunate event that would give me enough time to bid all the people i know farewell... also, so that i would know that i will eventually die... i hate to hear people saying that they didn't have the chance to say "i love you" or "goodbye" or anything they want to say to their love ones... i hate it... i take pity on those situations... well, call me weird... but this topic just got into my mind.... weird isn't it?
i don't fear death.. i believe that if it's your time, it is relly your time to go... that's why i always make the most out of myself... i will just live my life as i know it.. my way to make it happy.. my way to make it fulfilling... my way to make it as memorable as possible... and my way to make the people say when i am gone, "i really miss kirk..." peace out!!